Sunday, June 21, 2009

Fathers day?!!

Today is father's day.
I wish i could tell my dad,

But i couldn't.
It's been 2 years i didn't celebrate father's day with my dad.
I don't know should i hate him.. maybe i'm still love him.
I seriously don't know.

I hate him for what he did to mom.
I hate him for abandoned me.

I hate myself for calling him each months for money issue.

Couldn't let go everything.
Forgive me, please.

I... wish him happy father's day, anyway.

1 comment:

Emily said...

Came here while searching for a Father's Day picture to send my dad.

I am sorry your dad left - you seem like a really good person and you didn't deserve that. His loss entirely - your wishing him a happy Father's Day just shows what a lovely person you are.

I'm sorry and I hope he's realized he made a mistake and has come back. If not - you don't need someone like that in your life, anyway. Stay strong, and when you miss him the most, or feel down in life, succeed anyway just to spite him for walking out on you - let it become a source of strength, not pain.

<3